grrrrrrrrr

i hate dicking people over
and
i hate waking up in pain
and
i hate seeing people run up mt washington
while
i feel like i'm going to DIIIEE!!!


GEHEHE

a little bit haaarderrrr

i wanna try to write something, but i probably won't.

so many things to say, and i can't remember what... ugh.

i'm a mess, man.

i'm tryin.

lies, lies, lies, yeeah

i wouldn't say i'm a liar.
but sometimes you gotta look out for other people
and sometimes i gotta look out for myself
RIGHT?!

people always say that.
"love yourself"
apparently, people don't want me to do that.
it really upsets them.
offends them.
puts them out of my focus.
HOW DARE I!?

happen someday!

maybe I am smart?
maybe I can do something after this?

take me down to wondaland

la-la-lala- laa -lala

i have this vision of what my life is supposed to be for the next year.

it all has to be done THIS week

500 miles from home

i am praying like crazy

please, please let this happen

the future depends on it!

help me obi-wan kenobi,
you're my only hope!

so what happens now?

Since my life changed on Monday, I have about... I don't even know how many decisions to make.




I do believe this is right.
I do miss money.

bilbo.

sort of stretched like...
butter scraped over too much bread.
i need a holiday.
a very long holiday.
and i don't expect i shall return.
in fact, i mean not to.