worthwhile

so i guess what i'm trying to say is that when you dream that your mom says "YOU'RE NOT FUCKING TRYING" when you complain that nothing works out for you, perhaps I should start fucking trying.

the stubborn bass line

once you get past that part when you don't want to smile
it aint dat bad.


TYPICAL.

mucho tiempo

so how many times do i have to remind myself that i can't get anything done without doing it?

if every day is a struggle, i should do something. but... i guess.. why not???? i can barely dial the telephone, let alone chase after the unknown. and... imagine the struggles i have yet to struggle?? regardless.... you gotta take the good with the bad. and i like the thought of the good that i want to feel.... i've become accepting of bad times, if i just remember... that little sliver of silver. what there is that makes me smile.

what chance

i'm just
24
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24
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 and it's better than fort... naw, it's not much better than anything.

a song for freedom

i wish i knew
what to do
when i aint
usin paint
why can't i
justify
sitting down
without a frown


hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha

i could...

be depressed about driving, working, and repetition
be let down with myself for not going after dreams
let myself be consumed more by what i have and have not done

or

use this as a means to an end

...i choose you, pikachu

who knows what i can do, but i hope it's something.

until then, i will do this.

dear penpal

i'm told where you live is really quite far
would you please send directions
on how i can get where you are?