wild.

you can't be let down if you don't expect the world.

spontaneity is the fear of having dreams or of being let down.

stirring and stirring my breeeew

i know i'm going crazy, but i seen a cycle just now.

here's the way it goes.

1. a joke.
2. crazy.
3. jacks rule the realm.
4. my name - ish.
5. an illusion.
6. goodness, yet potentially wasteful.

just ended number 3. so.. i mean, i guess soon enough my name comes up again.

paranoia, part douche

CAN YA BLAME ME

i have dreams

i keep it to myself
i know what it means
i can't have [you?]
but i have dreams.

the possibility of happiness and freedom from suffering in an age of uncertainty

cynicism is very misunderstood. i think people think 'doubters' are 'cynics.'
i'm a doubter of being a cynic.
because i don't like labeling myself as something trendy.
but i'm not a cynic. there are no TRUE cynics anymore. because technology.

it's just pretty hard to look someone in the eye and smile when you're so paranoid.

the web expands and is inescapable. essentially. that's pretty dramatic hehehe

i forget where i was going hehe bye!

point.

i don't know why i keep doing these things. not that i 'keep doing these things.' but i mean, ever. confidence? down. drive? significantly up. so... yeah, i guess we'll see.
that's cute, huh?

idk

everyone finds their own hobbies (if they're smart enough to have one, as many homos don't) to be the most important and fruitful hobby in the world. it is intimidating, yet silly.

that typical shit.

last year was nothing special or dramatic. because i get over shit.

this year might have some good things. if i'm willing to go.