baby jane

"i dont want to talk about it! every time i think about something nice, you remind me of bad things. i only want to talk about the nice things!"


gloom and doom, blah, blah.

college

"some say that knowledge is something sat down in your lap"

i've said it all along, and now that it's over, i can vouche (-e?) that i didn't learn anything of importance at a university. importance may not be the word. maybe... practicality.

i studied two areas that are almost completely subjective. and granted, i love subjectivity, because i'm a liar, but how do you judge subjectivity? how do you justify inferiority in a subjective area of study?

the past 4.5 years were full of setbacks and setting-fourths (ha), and this is what has been equated. me, where i am now, 2 days post-grad, sitting in the cold, with zero obligations, and "the world is my oyster"

how do you get a fucking pearl if you can't afford scuba diving equipment or lessons.
and i can't hold my breath very long. freaks me out.

last year around this time a man that feeds squirrels made me realize i've been lying to myself for quite a long time (in young person's years).

one thing i do know is that i've always wanted to look emaciated. so, here i come.


other than that...... idk! hehe.

my turn

i just need someone that doesn't identify themselves through cliches?

one more step

to the top of the cityyyy.

it used to be that the tallest spot in a city was a cathedral.

then a political building.

now they are businesses.